Monday, January 18, 2016

MLK Day of Observance with Dr. Marc Lamont Hill

I wish, I truly wish, I could journal this experience up into a single blog post for you guys, but that is not at all possible. The fact that I am able and courageous enough to continue to struggle for freedom. The fact that I am able to use my voice as power in this movement. The fact that so many lives were changed, doubts were affirmed, and spirits were renewed. I have no words for that type of love.

Me, being the nerd that I am, had a journal and pen ready to scribble down all of the tokens Dr. Hill left us with. Read and be renewed.

On the media:
"They want us there, not to fix it, but to talk about it."

"You control how people think about the news just by writing a headline. You set the table for how the world consumes a story."

"I don't think about the debate as a space to change minds. I think about the dialogue as a space to change minds."

"We don't trust our own institutions to tell us the news."

On the Black Freedom Struggle:
"This commencement is birthed out of struggle. Every year that we do it, there are people that believe that this work is less necessary."

"The Black National Anthem is a song that emerges out of struggle. And in the midst of that struggle we never said lift black voices, lift marginalized voices. We said Lift EVERY Voice and Sing."

"This tradition ain't about being in front. That's not about freedom. That's not about justice. That's about you."

On the structure of whiteness and power"
"You need the entire infrastructure of over policing for Ferguson to exist."

"White misery is a lot less tolerable in the U.S. We literally had to whiten the face of poverty to make it real."

"The construct of whiteness, itself, is power."

On the American Contradiction: 
"There's a bunch of people who are good at weddings and bad at marriage. America is terrible at marriage."

"At the same time that the state is shrinking, the war is expanding."

"We build first class jails and second class schools."

"I don't have time to worry about poverty because I'm worried about the environment. I can't worry about education because I'm worried about prison. As if there's not a school to prison pipeline."

"They say Negros can't read and write but make it illegal to teach Negros to read and write. They say we're lazy, but make us slaves. They say we're incompetent, but we raise your children."

"It wasn't a speech about dreams, It was a speech about broken promises."

On poverty:
"The suburbanization of poverty."

"People say, 'They died in a zip code that doesn't matter.'"

"People work every day and the months just last longer than the money."

"Living in a poor neighborhood shouldn't mean you get a poor school."

Final Tokens:
"Dr. King wouldn't be endorsing candidates. He'd be prophesying to them."

"To listen to others is to see the inherent humanity of all voices. Begin the work of listening."

"The nation is stronger when our coalition is connected."

"We come out of a tradition of people who put their very bodies on the line."

"If we are going to do this work, we have to choose to be brave."

"Marches, protests, sit-ins are the light of accountability."

"Is there anybody who believes in humanity in its entirety?"










Wednesday, January 6, 2016

2016 IS MY YEAR!

Happy New Year Folks!

I don't know if you can tell through this text, but I am SO excited to be back with you!
WE ARE ONE YEAR OLD!!!! Turn up for us guys. I want to take this space and tell you all how grateful I am for your unyielding love and support over the past year. I never would have imagined my blog to grow into what it has become. To know that my personal story + journey has impacted and inspired so many of you all, makes my world smile. You all keep me going, even when I doubt my magic!

So it's 2016 and I am declaring this, MY YEAR. I feel an infinite amount of love and light going into this year. I sat back the other day and wrote + reflected on 2015. The past year was a difficult one for me. I didn't feel grounded in my life,  my passion, or the people on this journey with me. I was kind of doing things that I didn't necessarily love or agree with, just because "the norm" was more stable than walking out on a branch and hoping not to fall. I was lost y'all, for real.

Towards the end of the year I realized that the most important decision I will ever make in life is the strength to choose myself. LIFE IS SHORT, and I know we hear that all the time. But truly, life is short and precious. I found myself always waiting on the weekend, or summer, or the right people, or the funds, or a little less fear or whatever. There was always some excuse as to why I didn't do what I WANTED TO DO. I was trying to save myself from myself.

Not anymore.

2016 is my year.
I will fill it with love,
and journal entries,
and random events,
and travel tickets,
and the laughs of friends,
and the warmth of family,
and lovely cities,
and my studies,
and my dreams,
and my poems,
and all of my magic,
each and every day.

I am intentional about my growth, this year. I am intentional about my happiness.
It is up for you to decide on joy, you know?
Life gets hard. We loose ourselves. We loose our jobs. Pain comes. Loss hurts. Complacency is easy.
But what is life if you don't wake up every single day, deciding that if you die tomorrow, you will know that you lived a beautiful and full life...that you gave this world all you've got, that you left it more beautiful than you found it.

That's the kind of life I want to live. I don't really know how it will happen, but I am deciding that it will. I am choosing me today. I am choosing me in 2016.

Get out there y'all.
Travel alone.
Write a book.
Tell someone you love them.
Tell yourself.
Buy the car, the shoes, the chocolate.
Sleep in,
Or wake early to see the sun rise.
Find yourself.
GET FREE, EVERY DAY YOU CAN.


"We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Stay Happy, Stay Healthy
~Naturallykbiggie