Wednesday, February 17, 2016

American Pie


How to raise a black boy
Or how to raise dying things
Or how to grow oak trees from concrete
Or how to turn 50 cents into three meals
Or how the streets make meals out of brown skin
Or how brown skin settles into pavement by morning
Or how we all felt his dreams spill beneath or footsteps
Or how the system blames us for the mess they made
Or how the street corners feel like an auction block
Or how they sold us this American Dream
Or how they cut us this American Pie
Or how no one left a slice for boys with mahogany skin
Or how no one taught they mommas to love life back into breathless things
Or how no one told they mommas they was birthing tombstones
Or how they carve tombstones from our baby’s test scores
Or how to pass a test you never knew was coming
Or how to fail a test you never knew was there
Or how to walk out of handcuffs made for your wrists
Or how to not love your hood
Or how to not dap your kin
Or how to not do what it takes to make ends meet
Or how to solve a 400 word puzzle with five pieces
Or how to color inside the lines when you ain’t got no crayons
Or how to play free at recess
Or how to walk home from third grade 50 years old
Or how to be born a thug, a killer, a shaken bottle of angry man
Or how to not be angry, man
Or how to see black mommas weeping over walking dead babies
Or how to not see no momma at all
Or how they call the closest thing to Home a project
Or how they tear the project down and build a Starbucks can’t nobody afford to drink at
Or how to make it out the hood they keep such a tight lid on
Or how to sleep and make gun shots your alarm clock
Or how they sell us guns, but don’t sell us books
Or how to beautiful and brilliant in Black bodies
Or how to be more than Black bodies
Or how to be living and growing and thriving things
Or how to avoid unfortunate things
Or how to die as quietly as you have lived
Or how to not live at all
Or how they sold us this American Dream
Or how they cut us this American Pie
Or how no one left a slice for boys with mahogany skin