I feel it, so necessary, to write this.
My life is changing; therefore, my blog will too.
I am so different now. I write differently. I breath differently, and I am living in a different light.
I felt starved. Malnourished.
I have ALWAYS been blessed with experiences beyond my wildest thoughts but it wasn't until recently, that I began to feel them. Internalize them, and engulf myself in all that I've been given.
So you may not recognize me now.
I may look a little different. Act a little different.
I may not be the same girl you grew up with, but boy what a blessing it is to say that I'm not where I used to be. I'm not who I used to be.
But I am KIERSTEN..and I will shine in even my darkest hours.
To what do I attribute this change, this movement, this paradigm shift?
Let's just say it takes a whole lot of self-discovery.
It takes time. It takes months. It takes years.
It took me 21 years to find out who in the world I was.
But look at me NOW.
I have never felt more free, than in this moment right here. Sitting right here. Sharing right here.
I invited you on my journey, but my oh my what a journey it's been.
I look back and can do nothing but bow on bended knees, hands placed upon my knee screaming BUT GOD in thanks, in admiration, and in eternal gratefulness.
Of three things I am extremely certain-
1. I was born, created, crafted to learn. To absorb, soak, and take in all this beautiful world has to offer.
2. I was also born to share. Who am I to hold hostage, captive, imprisoned all God has allowed me to experience. What good will that bring? What love will that spread?
3. GROWTH. Growth happens when you least expect it. So be prepared. Be ready, at all times, for change.
I am forever growing and evolving. I invite you all to continue to experience with me. I hope you all allow me to share my TRUE journey.
As hard as it may seem, I am very much an introvert. So sharing, in spaces like this are not what I am used to, but I ask for your support... as I tell my story.
The posts will continue but they are mighty different now. Bear with me.
I'll be back soon.
Stay happy, Stay healthy. Keep growing, Keep pushing boundaries.
I don't care if one person reads this, I love you. I'm grateful for your support.
~naturallykbiggie
Kiersten!!! I am so proud of all that you've accomplished & I love that what you speak is REAL! I am so very blessed to have met you & to have the chance to call you my friend ("cousin" lol) it's nice to see you grow even in this short time & I hope I even help you grow. Love you so much BB, #TBforevaaa! <3 -Nikki.
ReplyDeleteAhhh! Nikki I love you SO much. This really means so much to me, thank you for always being so supportive and having my back. Friends, like you, are hard to come by so thanks for always empowering me. You help in more ways than one! Love you!! BBs for life <3
DeleteI know for a fact that when I was a junior in college and 21 years old, there is no way in the world I was in tune to myself and my relationship with God. You are a beautiful young woman and I am so proud to be your Mom! I look forward to your new blogs as you continue sharing, enlightening and inspiring. To God Be The Glory! Love you to pieces Kier!
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Thank you so much mommy! I love you more than everything and I am so proud to be your daughter!
DeleteTo God be ALL the Glory! :)